Written by Netisha Alie
Today marks exactly 2 years when I walked up to the altar, and openly accepted Jesus Christ as my Lord and Saviour, in the presence of at least 200 hundred people.
I had asked God a few days before to give me a date for this choice because I wanted to celebrate it every year.
Date night yr 2 |
It all began when I was 11 years old a lady was “preaching” to me about God, but after a few minutes I only pretended to listen out of respect. She said so much that day but all I remember is; it was during my summer break and she asking me the question “Do you want to give your life to Jesus?”
I had very little time to process what she asked but of course I responded with a “Yes!” I had no clue what I was doing but I guess a part of me wasn’t going to reject God either.
My life from there pretty much continued on a Two way street. I’d attend church regularly, try to live a decent life; you know-be good. But my lifestyle didn’t make a conscious effort to reflect Christ.
I’ve gone to church on a Saturday night then hit the club a couple hours after. I’ve celebrated carnival Monday and Tuesday then go to church to repent and cry on Ash Wednesday, yet do it again the following year.
I’d show compassion many times but sometimes anger, envy and maybe even selfishness would burn in my bosom.
Let’s face it, from 11 years through to my early twenties , I’ve gone through the period of making poor choices and allowing my emotions and flesh to dictate the better part of me.
Are you a Christian? People would ask me; “I’m trying to be!” I’d respond. Very much aware that my lifestyle, though not outrageously carnal, was not exactly reflecting God’s divine plan for me.
So in 2016, God saw it fit to give me a huge nudge. He always had His hands on me but this time He surely shook me up.
I was first moved to another Church (one I made fun of initially) in August 2016. Then He convicted me so deeply through that church that I asked Him for the opportunity to renew our relationship.-The Date!
Three months in, the opportunity came and I grabbed it with a huge smile on my face. There were so many of us that day that the pastor began to plan our baptism date.
Ever since that day, my life has been changing. Daily I lose the desire for the things of the flesh, and my thoughts are being channeled in a different direction.
I’m now connected to my Creator 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. With each passing day His voice grows stronger and I became so dependent on Him that I’d ask Him for an outfit for church and He provided it. -Yes He is that real!
One year after my decision I honoured my word to God and took the time to celebrate. I grabbed a godly book, towel and water, drove to the beach, rented a beach chair and basked in the amazing beauty before me. I fasted, prayed, laughed with Him, admired His creation and enjoyed His peace.
This year I’m fasting two extra days, (fruits this time) and talking to Him as I reminisce on all He has taught me, made me and done for me in such a short space of time. And when I asked Him to show me how I can celebrate in another memorable way? He sends my husband to take me out on a date.
I don’t know how you view God and a life in union with Him, but I can testify that the closer I get to Him, the less things of the world appeal to me.
Knowing true love and actually experiencing it is the best gift one can ask for. And as the song says; “ for as long as I shall live, I will testify to love... I’ll be a witness in the silences when words are not enough”
At 2 years going on a lifetime with my Saviour Jesus Christ, I only look forward to many more opportunities to celebrate my birthday in Christ. I look forward to the lessons He’ll teach me, the levels He’ll take me, and the ways in which He will use me for His glory.
Do you celebrate your birthday in Christ? It’d be nice to hear how you relive that life changing moment! Please, do share!
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